And scared.
Does that make me a dork? Ha! Anyway, so I'm going to need the help and ideas from all the brilliant, creative, fun, and hospitable moms out there who are really good at this sort of thing. (Ehemm... Jenn, Natalie, Mom! You all know who you are!) Are there websites full of ideas for room mom's out there? What do I do?! I need help!
I'm mostly joking. But in a moment of honesty, I've been struggling a bit lately. I really want to connect with people here (in my neighborhood, in NW San Antonio) since we've moved. I believe we're (obviously) called to that. I just don't feel good at connecting with people. I am introverted and not good at making conversation. I'm not adorable or charming or exceedingly nice. What if I completely miss all of the great opportunities (like this one) that are put before me? What if I'm not cut out for this?
Deep breath.
I have to step back and remind myself that this is probably how Moses felt. And David. And so many others before me who felt insufficient for the task. I guess this is what God was talking about in 2 Corinthians 12:9 when he said his strength would be made perfect in our weakness.
Father, so many scriptures come to mind right now. You are so much bigger than my shortcomings, and you are big enough to accomplish the things that you desire both through and despite me. Help me remember that I am right where you want me to be -- completely dependent on you. Open my eyes to the areas where I am not so, and forgive me for that. Help me to see your plan for me and for those around me and use me as you will. I can't wait to see what you have in store.
I remember when I became room mom in Vicki's 3rd grade class - I was nervous too. You'll do great and I think that Abby will build your character in "stepping out" to meet the other moms.
ReplyDeleteUmmmm....last time I checked you were on of the most adorable, charming, nicest people I have ever met and you are so incredibly real and genuine. That is what I love so much about you! You are going to be an incredible room mom! I would love to chat...let you in on a few tricks of the trade..ha ha. No seriously...I have learned a few things from doing it the last 3 years so I am happy to share a few ideas. Let's do it over thrift shopping and coffee. :)
ReplyDeleteSeriously, Bre! You are too hard on yourself. You are going to FANTASTIC. You are the perfect room mom!! You just be yourself and it will be perfect! :)
ReplyDeleteJust always show up with food. Ha ha ha!
You will be an amazing room mom! Not sure what the expectations are for Abby's school...but I can share some things that have blown me away as a teacher :-). You may be introverted, but you are one of the sweetest, honest and loving people I know. Not all people can be talkers...there need to be listeners too :-)
ReplyDeleteI think you're adorable! By the way, you don't need to be exceedingly nice or charming. You, just as you are, is enough! You are comforting and warm and I love that about you.
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